i have just started my recovery for the second time as i tried it on my own and it didn't work out now i am seeing a psycologist. its going quite well but i am really scared i am gunna put on too much weight, because i am eating absoutley loads because i am terrified there gunna stop me doing all my sport and riding which i can't live without. I just keep thinking this week i will eat but next week i will just stave and loose weight from then on, i just see peopole eat like and apple for break and i have to eat an apple and biscuits and stuff i just wanna be thin and i am finding it hard to stay motivated how do you stay motivated when everyone around me wants to loose weight !!!
HI Melissa, I am a 42 year old woman who has experienced every form of eating disorder there is, I am pretty sure I have invented a few as well. Thank you for providing a safe place for us to come and exist. It is very empowering to see such a beautiful, strong and healthy woman be able to come out of her own needs to help others. I realize that beauty is from within but often times to help heal those with eating disorders it does help communicate the message when the help comes from someone who looks the way most of think beauty should look, again heartfelt thanks